on the morning
I woke up and screamed out loud
my God what happened to the life
that once made me so proud
thoughts of dying
thoughts of living past today
they scream through my head openly
in an open minded state
now I'm stuck here
bloody flesh and bones and skin
it's not what happened to my mind
this is just the mess im in
can't I break, all these chains
I'm sad
where were you, I need you
I'm sad
we could be, wait and see
I'm sad
but of course I'm not, sane again
I'm sad when you weren't old enough to choose

can I take that
what I want back
can I take back what I deserve,
or will I be left until,
everyone is dead
what will I
take for myself
can I take back what I deserve,
or will I be left until
everyone is dead

now I'm stuck here,
bloody flesh bones and skin
it's not what I've done to my life
it's just the mess im in
when I break free
from the things that hold me here
encumbered by, the sweet embrace
of many well earned tears
I can speak now,
from my heart and to my head
I'm losing touch,
I'm holding on to corpses of words said

can't I break, all these chains
I'm sad
where were you, I need you
I'm sad
we could be, wait and see
I'm sad
but of course I'm not, sane again
I'm sad when you weren't old enough to choose

can I take that
what I want back
can I take back what I deserve,
or will I be left until,
everyone is dead
what will I
take for myself
can I take back what I deserve,
or will I be left until
everyone is dead